My apartment is a mess, the problem is...is that I know that it is an absolute, horrible, almost irreparable mess BUT that if I ACTUALLY FOCUS for more than like...2 seconds at a time...I can clean the whole thing in under 2 hours.
But that is too much work for me right now because I don't even want to sleep or worry about anything. I just want to eat this bag of swedish fish and stare at my grad school crap.
After I tumbled a load of being human related things. (See: my tumblr)
I fell on to my floor and opened up the grad catalog I received from a potential university today. It eventually ended up open right on top of my face. Then I mumbled..."I don't wanna." Like twelve or fifteen times.
And cried.
Then ate another handful of swedish fish.
Maybe tomorrow I will actually clean something.
Or maybe I will just waste the day moaning about things.
But first, I should focus on accomplishing sleep or I am just not going to be productive at all this week.
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