star above muted worlds

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We bought that Arcade 1Up claw machine for our gameroom/basement. So that’s been fun.

I am doing IVF treatments and feel like I am going to get air bubbles in my blood stream and die or something. Love that catastrophizing that I do. 

Shawn, myself, and one of our ghost hunting friends caught some weirdo faking evidence at an investigation we hosted. I looked at the picture and immediately was like, “Oh, that’s fake.” 

It took me literally 2 seconds to figure out the original image they used and shopped on top of a photo of me sitting on a couch in the dark. I am still supremely pissed about that. It was these two guys who signed up to investigate this old school house we were raising money for and they were like angry the whole time because every time they walked in the room it seemed like the activity would move. Shawn said he thinks the ghosts did not like them. I don’t like them either. They also used this very “demonic” looking image which is so not the ghost vibe of the school house. I honestly never had a bad experience ghost hunting anywhere in Lake County, Ohio and these guys were like, “oh it’s so boring here. We want to find the demonic activity,” like ok, sure good luck with that demon when the normal nice ghosts can’t stand you, sir. It’s crazy active up by the lake and at this point I have a lot of repeat ghosts (same voices and names) coming through in evidence and they literally use my name now to get my attention on recorders.

(Of course that first few months after my sister died everywhere we investigated we got what sounded like my sister on every recording device going, “Megan, Megan, Megan Harris! Can you hear me?” Even in rooms I wasn’t in or investigating at the time. I haven’t heard her during an investigation since I saw her on the edge of my bed that one night so I imagine she’s moved … wherever ghosts go…)