it's just my patience that keeps me alive

Finally feel like I can catch up on things. I sat in Lemon Grove for 2 hours today and just wrote everything out from memory for my take home test. Just checked it from my notes, and it is all correct. Yessss.

I was thinking of going to B&O tonight but I think I'm just going to do ALL THE THINGS. So that my weekend is all free...to do nothing. Because my friends only go out on Friday. I don't know why.

Well, that's a lie. A lot of my furniture is coming in right now. So I'll probably be setting it up and making my apartment...a home. Instead of an empty place with a mattress. I don't know. I still don't know what to think of it. Right now it is just a place to keep my books.

I think this weekend I'm going to try and do something crafty with my walls. Maybe order some vinyl wall things for my empty walls. Some trees or something. I need more green on my walls. I need more Megan things...make it so I actually feel okay being in here alone. Because I'm really not.

Man...I'm so tired.

And Andrew Belle makes me depressed, but I like him anyway.