Seriously, I'd kill for some sunshine right now...

Well, not kill, but be super freaking happy.

I really should have took the initiative to go out downtown again tonight instead of trying to be a responsible adult and staying in. I really don't understand what in the world I have done to deserve a lot of the hate and anger that people are throwing at me.

This is just a sad, sad, week all around apparently. Externally I am still pretty floored by the events that are occurring in the valley. Youngstown has some douche bag animal serial killer running around, some Canfield teacher just got shot a million times in the head by a crazed lunatic who later killed himself in a cemetery. This is horrible, horrible, overly upsetting stuff.

I don't want to get in another depressing pointless conversation about things I can't control.

You have the power to create your own destiny. It is enough that the world is a horrible shitty place with shitty people in it. But you can choose to be happy. You can choose to take control. You can choose to be awesome and not be sad about the past. Whenever I get sad, I listen to a sad song, get it out of my system, maybe I write a blog about it, and just get over it. Just get over it. I realize that one cannot simply forget everything. I do not either. That is why I choose not to get involved in this crap with certain people. I have enough on my plate at the moment and don't need to head down the road you seem hell bent on dragging me down every time we speak. So stop. Just stop. Because there isn't enough light in my life to make up for all the dark. Stop.

So just do that, because the world is lame enough, you don't have to be.