And so begins the part of the night where i feel so upset for no reason and curl into my blankets and randomly cry until i manage to fall asleep. not even sad.
i have a job interview friday, here's hoping that they think i am awesome.
also my back is super ow'd right now, i have no idea what i did but i imagine it has a lot to do with carrying things back and forth across town.
wish my old roommate was over so she could give me a hug. i am suddenly a hug addict, i think england broke me into needing affection.
also let me tell you how unsafe i feel in my apartment. i know i am safe but in the back of my head i keep thinking someone is going to pop out of my lving room closet and kill me. i woke up this morning and for a second thought someone was in my apartment. at first i was like, 'yay company.' and then i immediately said, 'wait...that would not be yay.'
the sad part is that i actually wished someone was there, we could hang out. i could bake cookies in the shape of skulls and gravestones. drink shitty leftover beer out of champagme glasses. it would probably be a great party. but right now it is a ghost party. just me and the random weird thoughts i keep to myself.
i wish today was a mint chocolate ice cream under my desk day. so much better a sadness is when sugar is involved.
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