Walking on a January lake, I feel the ice around me break.

My stress level has successfully reached new heights this morning.

But in an attempt to chill the fuck out I thought I would try and write something here.

Not about what is stressing me though. But I'll just give out that it has to do with some messages I've received.
Just tired and irritated.

In other news, New Years was a pretty hilariously fun night.
This is how that went down:

Drank 2 gigantic Magners' pear ciders around 6ish.
The 2nd was chugged because someone told me I couldn't do it.
Was successfully a tiny bit drunk.
Made jokes, danced, laughed.
Drank straight from a vanilla vodka bottle for the rest of the night.
Couldn't taste the vodka. Thought it was delicious.
Kept talking about Vodka in a Russian accent.
Then moved on to saying, "Kitty like..." to everything in a similar accent.
I talked people's ears off about something exciting I would be doing when I got home. Probably still in a Russian/Eastern European accent.
Got tired around 11:00. Started falling asleep on everyone.
11:30 someone made me chug an energy drink.
It tasted like crap.
Everyone decided I was the smallest person there so they started putting me in things.
(seriously everyone was 6ft + tall.)
I was put in a mini closet in the kitchen with tiny doors. The closet was full of boxes and shoes. I fit comfortably. I sat there a while. Then they blocked the door. Which successfully freaked me out. Then they let me out.
Then I went to sleep at like 12:05. Hahaha.
I'm such a party animal.

I fell asleep on the floor of this room across someone's bag and a radiator.
Someone's girlfriend had me come up into the bed with her. So I fell asleep next to her.
Probably cuddled with her because I'm not used to sharing beds with people I don't cuddle with.

Woke up at 6:00am from a nightmare. Didn't feel comfortable sleeping in a bed with people.
Got up and sat in the kitchen and looked out the window at the stars until the sun came out and everyone woke up.

Last night when we got back I just hung out with Helen, Graham, and Shep until I just couldn't stay awake anymore.
Which happened to be around 1:30am.

Now I have to get back to people that messaged me for the last 3 days.
So that they don't think I'm dead...or something.