star above muted worlds

So I spent a while after I heard some pretty crappy news wallowing in my self pity. And by a while I mean like 15 minutes. Because as soon as I got to my laptop I emailed two potential apartments I was looking at previously that I thought would have already been taken. I started out my emails with, "I know it is probably a long shot but....[PLEASE GIVE ME A HOME I'M SO COLD! MEOW MEOW!]" (Sort of)

Anyway, magically both people responded within 10 minutes of me sending those emails. Turns out their potential tenants both fell through recently. So AWESOME for me. I reap the awards from being the most awesome "girl who digs herself out of shitty holes" ever. Yes.

Dave and I discussed perhaps doing a better/higher quality youtube show/channel thing. So if we ever get to that...we'll send it your way. That way we can produce such comedy gold as...

• Zombie Jesus.
• Interview with a WoW player.
• Watch Megan do something stupid. 
• Epic Perkins Adventures.
• Watch Megan laugh uncontrollably in the corner at her own jokes.
• Watch Dave roll his eyes.
• Megan drunk and crying into a rainbow blanket. (situation dependent) 
• Megan drunk and singing songs for no reason. (always happens)
• Megan not drunk and singing songs for no reason.
• Dave being a pervy pervface about girls. 
• Megan telling Dave that he is creepy as fuck.
• Dave giving Megan horrible relationship advice. 

And you can like it...or not...or comment...or not.

In other news, I'm cold.

I like how every time I start to feel really good about something, anything. Something in the back of my mind starts tugging at me. Trying to pull me down. And by like, I mean I don't like it. Soooo, I'm just not going to listen to it. Here is what I'm going to do: I decided I was going to find an apartment today within an hour, and I did. I found two potential candidates. I'm going to decide that I want something, and I'm going to go get it. I'm not going to give up.