I'd be so pleased to see you...wearing the smile that I'll give you

• Sick
• Tired as Hell.
• Still super annoyed by things that happened today. 
• Want a hug. 
• Dizzy. 
• Thinking.
• Feeling pretty lame about things. 
• Heart is doing something strange. 
• The weather made me super sad.
• I drank WAY too much coffee, like even more than usual for me. 

Well...sort of. Basically I'm not feeling too awesome right now. But in an attempt to make myself feel better I ended up getting attached to a thought process that is likely to keep me up all night if I keep thinking about it. So I should probably just go to sleep, that would probably be best for all parties involved. And when I say parties, I just mean myself.

I want to say I'm frustrated by what I'm thinking about but I'm really not. I am actually really, really excited/happy about it. But everything else that happened today is really pushing my buttons. I want to dig a hole and hide in it. Or find treasure.

Prefer treasure.

In other news, I finished all of season 4 of Castle so far. I am eternally sad that now I must wait for the episodes individually. Oh, Nathan Fillion, how will I cope without you? (Okay...Stana is pretty awesome too.)

Yeah, you're right...I'll just watch videos of you on Youtube. 

Sleep, now.