Bound to Happen...

You know when you were a kid and you would climb on things?
Ever build a bridge with wood planks across a creek?
I did once, my siblings and I built a bridge between one edge of the creek to the other.
We walked across it like tight rope circus performers.
The board below us felt like it was wobbling, about to crack from the weight of us.

I remember just standing there for a while. Looking down at it as it cracked a little.
It looked like it was about to break.

I remember that feeling, because it is the same feeling I'm getting now.

Something is going to slip and I know it. I don't know how to feel about it. Or what it is exactly. All I know is that it is making me agitated. Perhaps because Mercury is in Retrograde?

I don't know. At the end of the day. I just feel like I want to cry. I know my cat can tell. He's almost always next to me or on my lap anymore. He's always petting my face and kissing me constantly, more so when I start to get visibly upset.

I don't even know if I'm scared for what is going to happen.
I guess I just don't know what to do to stop it. If I even can.