All the things I'm not good at:

1.) Time Management
I am horrible at this. I try to make lists of things to do to try and accomplish them in a timely fashion. But I never end up getting to all the things. Also I don't know how to break down my day to fit things into it even when there is a normal amount of things to do.

2.) Paying Attention
I am super bad at paying attention. I get so easily distracted. Every sound will jar me and send me into a wispy fantastical day dream state. Sometimes I will call someone, we'll get disconnected, and I'll have forgotten to call them back because I got distracted by something around me.

3.) Having normal conversations
I have tons of trouble having normal everyday conversations with people. If it isn't my awkward nature it is the fact that I really don't know how to make a conversation sustain. After I've said my peace I usually default to my ADD self and get distracted by things going on around me. So while someone whom I am friends with is talking to me about their day and I have nothing relevant to add I will just retreat into my own world. Which usually consists of me looking back at my computer and refreshing tumblr, facebook, and clicking the stumble button over and over again.

4.) Writing academic papers
I can't seem to get myself to write academic papers and I don't know why this is. It isn't like I don't like the subject matter or don't find it interesting. I just can't get myself to sit down and actually write these things. I used to be able to actually, but recently I've discovered that I probably just don't care enough. See below for more information.

5.) Caring about shit
I have trouble finding it in myself to care about things. I usually end up just letting myself down when I care about doing something. I am also horrible when it comes to caring about people. Many of the people I have cared for in my life have basically used me as a doormat and it gets really tiring to have to keep putting myself in that situation.

6.) Planning
I am horrible at planning. I like plans though. I like having a concrete idea of how things are going to happen - even though I probably don't stick to this plan. I think this is because I need to have picked my inventory of scripts to pull up when I'm faced with a situation. I have trouble sometimes dealing with situations that I haven't a script for. But I can't plan things very well, and this may be because I have a fear that my execution of plans won't meet my expectations and inevitably let me down.

7.) Making Lists
I'm really bad at making lists. I have trouble thinking in a chronologically constructed manner so when I actually sit down to number out and list things that need to be done my lists fall too short or go too long. As I wrote this I had to make the list first and then I jumped around filling this out in the most random of orders. As you can see this list is evident of my poor list making abilities. The only thing helping this list are these blurbs, this is where my impeccable writing comes in but that's a list for another time.